The right person won't need convincing.

There's

something I'd like to say. Something I have learned that I want to get out. You can't make someone love you. Why would you want to? If someone is going to love me I want it to be because they choose to, every day. Every second. Why would you be mad if someone left you? Wouldn't that just narrow down one less Mr. Wrong? You can't force people to stay in your life, and if you could would you honestly be happy about it? What would you benefit from it? I want a love life that goes like this, we wake up next to each other, he makes me breakfast, I do the dishes, or vise versa  we eat in the dinning room together, in mostly silence because we haven't gotten to our coffee yet. Then I get ready in the bathroom, doing my hair and all that nonsense while he gets dressed in the bedroom because he's lucky enough to not have to use the mirror. We kiss each other goodbye, tell each other to have a good day and we go off to our separate workplaces. He texts me and tells me he loves me, tells me to have a good day or I text him first, it doesn't matter. We text a little throughout the day, but we understand if we cant answer each other until later, we are, after all working. I get home first because he works long hours, I do my homework, make dinner, watch a movie by myself. He gets home, takes off  his work boots or dress shoes, whichever they are. He complains about his day, I try to cheer him up by making fun of him. He does the dishes this time. I start a soap fight, he finishes it. We laugh at each others jokes and tease each other. We have a pillow fight, an argument only lasts two minutes because someone gives in and says sorry. He cuddles me all night, his excuse is because I hog the covers. We play video games before bed, we both fall asleep in the same part of the movie and have to start off where we left off the next day. He fights to get me out of bed, bribes me with coffee and eggs. On Sundays we stay in bed all day eating ice cream, watching movies, and taking naps. Fridays are our party days, we either go out together or we decide to go out separately with our friends, we come home after and tell each other all about our night, Saturdays are date nights, we go to dinner together just us two, or we switch our Friday activities with our Saturdays, whichever way works best. I trust him, he trust me. We have no issues being alone because we know what its like to be together. We are a team and it works out that way, we support each other in trials, when things get hard. We also understand that we need alone time. We laugh, we fight, we know how to get on each others nerves, yet we also know how to love each other. I don't go through his phone, he doesn't go through mine, if we did we wouldn't have anything to find, but we don't need to because we trust each other. I don't have his Facebook password or any password for that matter because I don't need to, and he doesn't have mine. If he wanted to walk away it would tear me apart, but I'd respect his decision because I love him. I would understand. I would let him go because love consists of two totally separate people committing to one another and supporting each other. Its a friendship lit on fire. If he didn't agree that that's what we have, who would I be to try and change his mind? You feel the way you feel regardless of who tries to convince you otherwise. You either love someone or you don't, you either fight for a relationship every day or you give up on it, let it fizzle out, and move on. Loving someone is a choice, therefore you cant force someone to choose that. You have to be understanding, because if you didn't feel the same way about someone as they felt about you, wouldn't you expect them to understand? Sometimes we hurt people, even without meaning to. I don't want a love that is easy, I just want one that is worth fighting for, even when its not easy. I want someone who feels the same way as I do, that doesn't mean we have to agree on everything. We just have to agree on one thing, and that is how much we love each other, and how much we are willing to fight to keep that love alive. I want someone who supports me, who understands me, who tries to see my point of view, while I try to see his, who is forgiving, funny, honest, outgoing, loyal. Someone who thinks I'm beautiful without make-up on. Who tells me when I'm being a pain in the ass, who laughs at my jokes even when they aren't funny, someone who chooses me no matter what circumstance everyday, every second. and I want someone who expects the same from me so why would I force someone to love me when I could find someone who loves me effortlessly? Stop trying to convince people your worth loving, just be someone worth loving and the right person wont need convincing.